Let it be
J'aime les chats, le nutella, le bruit des moteurs, le foot, regarder les musiciens qui font vivre leurs instruments, faire rire les gens et rire à mon tour et bien sûr les kinders. Je n'aime pas le fromage, les disputes, avoir envie de faire pipi en permanence, étendre le linge et Laurent Baffie. On me demande d'écrire sur mon blog et c'est tout ce que je peux sortir. Ce n'est même pas un manque d'inspiration, j'en aurais des choses à dire croyez-moi mais il y a toujours une limite...Je suis vide, je n'ai envie de rien, je ne pense plus à rien. Je suis en vacances, mon cerveau aussi.Reste à savoir pour combien de temps.
"I used to live alone before I knew you"
I know him since November and yet I have the impression of having always been close to him. I can't hide my feelings to him, he knows me too well and he's probably the only person in my life who really cares about me. I know it's unfair for all my family and my friends to say that but it's the way I feel. We met each other thanks to a (former) friend that we had in common, Jules. Besides, if this poor man had been able to guess how important this guy will become to me, he'd surely not introduce him to me. The very first time I could talk to him was early October, in a place which is sacred for him, the cinema.^^ I immediately thought he was interesting, this guy wasn't able to keep his mouth closed more than two minutes!! And he said that he loved English, movies and make some stupids stuffs with no reason... I decided to test him so, when we went to the main street where all the "city" like to spend his afternoon, I sat on the floor, right in the middle of the street. The flash of real amusement that I could see in his unbelievable blue eyes made me thinking that we were destined for seeing each other again. We went to see another movie, only the two of us and, after a 5 hours conversation I realised that I had found a really good person with whom I was going to share many thing.And I was right.We went out together, two weeks and I understood that it wasn't the way I loved him... He makes part of my life now. I need him and I simply don't even think of living without him around me.It's odd to see how life can be suprising. I've always thought that I had no luck and since I know him I'm not desperated any more. I begin to believe in life again. He learned me to trust a man again. I used to think that I'll never look at a human being with a penis without saying to myself that he actually will hurt me. He changed me, he changed my state of mind. I'll never be able to thank him the way he deserves it...He used to say that he would save me...Hey dude you did it. ^^
A friendship can change a life, it's good to think that. There's always a hope when you know that, whatever you can do there's somebody in your side. I don't praise him to make him feel pride, useful or something, no. I made this text right here for the only possible reason. I love you man. Thank you for... for all.NB: sorry for my hesitant english ;-)
